I remember how it felt in the beginning.
The beginning of love.
My emotions were on steroids. My mind went in circles and my heart never stopped beating uncontrollably.
It was new. It was beautiful.
Beautifully simple.
As the months passed, and my feelings grew, something changed. My mind couldn't fathom a day without him. His voice, his laugh, his touch.
The simplicity of us was no longer there, but my life wasn't complete without him.
This is no longer different and new.
This is just like all the other heat aches I've had.
It just hurts more.
