Dear Green Eyes

You broke my heart without even trying, and I'm tired of looking at myself like it's my fault, hoping for something to happen that never will , holding on to moments that were meaningless. I opened my heart to you, asked you the scariest question that I thought would never come out of my mouth, and you just walked away.I'm letting myself be consumed in a nonexistent romance only I saw while you go around like nothing ever happened and I'm reliving that moment over and over when you've probably forgotten. But no matter how hard I try, I can't hate you. In the end, you might have said no, but for the first time in my life I swallowed my fear and listened to my heart, even it was wrong. I can't live my life in regret of a tiny moment. The truth is, if I didn't ask you, I would've been waiting you to sweep me off my feet forever,and I'd still have my head up in the clouds, thinking there was a small possibility that there was something between us.I'm done with letting myself listen to the tiny voice that is telling me to not let go of you, because holding on to you is holding on to something that was never there to begin with; a waste.