Break the mirror

They say insecurity can't kill you. I beg to differ. Those days you hate yourself it hurts the thought crosses your mind. When your emotions are overflowing so much you feel you're bursting at the seams. When you can't fake a smile like you usually do because your heart aches. Your throat is sore from holding in tears. Your heart has been beaten down to a pulp and your mind is empty. Sadness creeps onto you like fog and you've become suffocated by your misery. the misery you try so hard to escape from. But now you've given up on trying to make everything okay. Because it's just easier to surround yourself in all the unwanted emotions. Let them consume until your heart turns black and the world is gray. Break the mirror out of rage that makes your hands shake and your heart race. Scream until your lungs deflate and your voice gives out. Let the world pass by while you stay in the same spot stuck in the moment you can't let go of.