Can't Get out of my head

Man it's hard to forget you. No matter how hard I try, there's something about you. You do something to me, and sometimes it's like it's hard to breathe around you. I like to say I'm over you but..I'm not. Man it sucks-love. You know what the worst part is i was never in love with you. how can you you be in love with someone who never loved you in the first place. It was all a game. A sick game that i bet you jigsaw is watching in a room and laughing. I just don't understand-what you have on me. Is it that you're an asshole? Is it your really green eyes? It's not like it's completely your fault, cause if I really wanted to, I could've been gotten over you. but a part of me still hopes you love me. I don't know why that little part of me keeps on dreaming of the impossible. maybe It's what helps me sleep at night, thinking you and me will be something more. i know I need to stop. I NEED TO STOP!!!! I NEED TO GET OVER YOU!!!!!